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I need to post this here because I am shaking and crying and I just want my mommy or something.

making people feel like they';re responsible for suicidal actions and thoughts is NOT fucking okay.

I feel terrible and awful and how can someone hate me that much and really think I'm such a terrible awful person. I would never wish that on anyone and I feel like a fucking idiot for feeling so bad for them.

and the worst part is that i still do.